Tel Aviv, Israel- When Irana Gritzewsky returned to Israel 55 days after Causa captured in November 2023, her adrenaline was very large and her body could not sleep for two days.

Grimzviski recalled: "You don't understand that this is over. You don't know who you are, and even your name."

The ceasefire between Israel and Hamas is underway, and the hostages are being released in stages. However, after the initial release of the initial release, the released captives (have been detained for more than 15 months) may endure the return of re -entry according to the testimony of the hostages they have detained.

31 -year -old Gritzewsky was abducted by Kibbutz Nir Oz on October 7, 2023. At that time About 1,200 people were kidnapped 250 people. This attack triggered a attack and killed about 1,200 people in Gaza.

Gritzewsky was released 55 days after the only ceasefire transaction a year ago.

More than a year later, Griezvisky still had a health problem. When her pelvis and chin were crushed and burned her legs from the exhaust of the motorcycle, she had not restored all she lost. It was all the weight in the early stage of diabetes and abducted the pain of pain. Her ears suffered hearing loss.

She said, "I still can't really take care of myself." "I don't think my brain really controls everything I experience."

She acknowledged that she had ignored her rehabilitation because she tirelessly advocated the release of her boyfriend.

Gasha has released 15 hostages in exchange for hundreds of Palestinian prisoners and detainees, because the current suspension of Gasha has entered the second week. In Gasha, more than 47,000 Palestinians have been killed, and the extensive blockbuster of the territory has been destroyed. Hamas is expected to release the group every six weeks during the first six weeks of the ceasefire. About 80 hostages left in Gaza, almost half of Israel thought it was dead.

When Grimzkisky was released, she was able to do what she dreamed of Dream for the time when she was imprisoned: embrace her mother and see her family.

She is eager to eat steaks, but because she is worried about long -term vitamins and nutritional deficiency, people who are concerned about health complications have spent some time to eat what she wants.

"You are used to the hostage, so whenever you get food, you will put some of them aside. You ask if you can go to the bathroom and be sleeping." She said.

The leading advantage she released is painful. Griezviski said she was told to be released four times and was only taken to another place. Every time her transfer will not lead to freedom.

She said: "I think this will always be my life. I will become the doll of Hamas terrorists. I will eventually have children with them. I just want to smash my head to the wall and die."

Griezviski said that in the past week, watching the release of the release of the release is "emotional storm."

"It finally started. Our heroes began to come out, they left two feet by themselves," she said. However, there is also uncertainty whether the ceasefire will be held. Gritzewsky's boyfriend, the 25 -year -old Matan Zangauker, who is 25, is expected to release 33 hostages in the first stage of ceasefire.

The hostages stayed in the hospital for a few days because they experienced a series of tests to determine the next step. Dr. Ami Banov, a military doctor in Israel, said that 15 of all hostages released in the past two weeks have restored a stable situation, but suffered from "mild hunger" and vitamin deficiency. He said that many of them were injured on October 7, 2023, and Hamas attacks, and the medical services they received did not exist or poor quality. Many of them still have shifts in their bodies.

Banov said that some women recently said that they were locked in the tunnel and were deprived of sunlight for eight consecutive months, which could cause major vision or skin problems. He said that those who were imprisoned with others seemed to be better than a person's hostage.

Medical officials said that each hostage has a special doctor, nurse, experts, psychologists and social workers.

A psychoana of OFrit Shapira explained that one of the most important things is to allow the return of hostage leaders to recover. Everyone who treats them must obtain the permission of everything, from turning off the lights to changing sheets to conduct medical tests.

She said: "They define everything as humans, especially privacy and autonomy. This is a challenge that helps them get this again."

Doctors call this process "foundation". He compares it to the process of decompression and gradually helps hostages understand what they are wearing, when and when and when to meet with their family members. It's right.

He said: "We have the obligation to make them choose to do what they feel right." But he said that everything was completed in the "small steps".

49 days after imprisonment, Adina Moshe was released. In the first -person account on the Israeli news website N12, she said that some hostages will have little understanding of any destruction of their homes or loved ones. They will still be skeptical of people and must compete with radical media. She said that any improvement in the situation can be easily reversed.

She wrote: "In their soul, they will stay in the tunnel for a long time."

Avichai BronTch abducted his wife and three children from Kibbutz KFAR Aza on October 7, and he would never forget to wait for them to return to the hospital, and the moment he saw them for the first time.

He said: "The elevator door was opened, and I gave birth to my family."

Brcat said that the return was overwhelming and happy, because he was worried that his family would be killed in the initial attack of Hamas. He said that they were thin again and lice were entangled.

Physical problems are quickly treated. But Brcrit said that the imprisonment left a long -lasting mark on the mental health of his family. Every day, he hear a new story about what happened to Gasha. They revisited it over and over again. His wife's challenge was still the biggest. He took care of the three children and a neighbor's child Abigail Edan, and then 3 years old, 3 years old, 3 years old, 3 years old, 3 years old, 3 years old, 3 years old, 3 years old, 3 years old, 3 years old, 3 years old, 3 years old, 3 years old, 3 years old, 3 years old, 3 years old, 3 years old, 3 years old, 3 years old, 3 years old, 3 years old, 3 years old, 3 years old, 3 years old, 3 years old, 3 years old, 3 years old, 3 years old, 3 years old, 3 years old, 3 years old, 3 years old, 3 years old, 3 years old. And imprisoned.

He said: "It will take a long time to repair the wound of the soul."